The books I have written do not only tell the story of my life, so they entertain the reader through the Great American Novel.
The books I have written do not only tell the story of our world, so they inform the reader through a great work of history.
And the books I have written do not only have more than one hundred and thirty thousand (130,000) downloads, after fewer than five years, so you can take as many copies as you want, without registration, for free.
The MK-Ultra Series celebrates so many amazing places, plants, animals, and people—along with the stars, the sky, the sea, and the earth—to record their stories, so we all may grow in renown.
As an epic poet, I sing of the beauty, trials, and achievements of several women who posed in Playboy.
I describe, through landscape, and milieu, amazing figures who appear in great houses.
And I describe, through portraiture, other interesting characters through my fantastic saga.
But making invocations, describing heros, and calling others to a national endeavor are not the only literary tropes that I take from epic poetry.

I record history through catalog, like the one below, which I have reproduced so readers may have a sense not only of the genre but also of an important issue.
On our senior trip, I am ashamed to say we went to Sea World, where we saw Shamu, the orca, perform. I didn’t know any better, and it was fun to sit in the splash zone, especially since it was so hot. Years later I would learn the true story behind the orcas, who are taken from their families, or bred in captivity, then forced to live in small tanks, false social groupings, and chemically altered water. Over four-fifths of the males have their dorsal fin collapse, an event that seldom happens in the wild. Some fight back, becoming aggressive, as Tilikum killed his trainer and Kasatka dragged her trainer under when she heard her baby crying for her. Sixty-two orcas have died at Sea World—and not a single one from old age. These include Chappy, Jumbo, Zero, King, Caren, Freyja, Maggie, Wolfie, Sarah, Shamu, Kandu, Kilroy, Orky, Nootka, Winston, Kona, Frankie, Canuck, Shawn, Bjossa, Baby Shamu, Splash, Sumar, Ramu, Sandy, Kenau, Gudrun, Kalina, Taima, Nyar, Kahana, Kotar, Haida, Samoa, Katerina, Taku, Halyn, Kayla, Tilikum, Kyara, Kasatka, and Unna. It is criminal what Sea World does to these majestic creatures, whom my daughter and I would see, years later, swimming wild in the San Juan Islands.
I am exploring this theme in my fourth book, Superman, now in progress, while, in the meantime, I hope people read not only my articles but also my epic.
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I am ashamed of having been to d1sn3y w0rld, s3a w0rld, epc0t, bush g4rdens, tourism, zoos, exchange study and local school, although I had no choice, except for going twice to a zoo in Brazil to see harpias and guarás, yes, to see them encaged in an artificial environment just because of finding them beautiful specimen of birds, instead of prefering to see them in their proper places of living.
I wonder how we are trapped when young. And how that must be a lesson. If we grow old just looking after the same illusions of youth then we become like Sk1nner’s rats.
How could we believe whales would care about moving to pop or circus clown music playing in the background and befriending people with diving suit in exchange for some free sardines everytime they did the coreography right?
Of course this must be 10 times more exciting than being in their proper environment in the oceans!
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Dear Nobody–
Thanks for making me laugh and reminding me of my imaginary friend, George Harrison.
I think the things you say about being centered, helping others, and not being overcome, taken, or identified with experiences are one hundred percent correct.
Otherwise, I think it is important for us not to blame ourselves or to feel bad, and that it’s okay to enjoy chocolate or whatever.
Everything in my world from the wood of the furniture, which used to be trees, to the clothing on my back, which was made with child slave labor, is full of pain and wrong action, but I refuse to feel bad about it, while I know that I make an overall positive difference in the world.
As we say in the Work, I pay, and I have paid, “the debt of my existence.”
When I was young, I had fun at these places, even Sea World, and I just didn’t know any better, while a lot of it had to do with family, and friends, and good things.
And when my daughter was a toddler, I took her to some of these places, like animal circuses and zoos, knowing they were bad, but using them to win her love.
Then I quietly phased them out, as we moved on to dogs, horses, other pets, and animals whom we approached respectfully in the wild.
I had a student who was a young black mother in my college course on global awareness and the oceans, and she told me she was starting to feel bad about taking her daughter to the aquarium.
I told her not to feel bad, and not to stop, but simply to put her own awareness of wrong aside, for now, since her daughter’s experience was more important.
I told her, later, she could become an activist like me to pay for these experiences.
It made her feel good, and she smiled.
Your friend,
Tim
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I have to agree.
In the end we can’t have power over everything and we can’t be apart from everything, too!
Maybe we just have to make the best use of a bad bargain.
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Dear Victoria–
Thank you for asking.
Nine years ago, they woke me up to my memories, and they gave me something like this, where they kept telling me to do one task after another, foolishly trying to drive me to suicide, to frame me as an incestuous rapist, and to make me look like a psychotic madman.
I was interested to hear what you said about the Blue Whale Challenge, because I had never heard of it (while my “commands” came only through voice-to-skull and not through social media).
I thought of what you told me a couple months ago, as I watched the film, “Field of Dreams,” which seems to relate to this program.
In the film, a farmer bankrupts his family by ploughing under his crops so he can build a baseball field in the middle of nowhere because he hears voices in his head: “If you build it, he will come.”
Then the voices tell him to go to the city, leaving his family, so he can meet a famous writer and activist who does not know him. He tries to take the man hostage with a fake gun because the voices tell him they must go to a professional baseball game.
Then they hear another voice that says, “Go the Distance.”
Then the commands tell them to travel to a different town to find an old doctor who used to be a professional baseball player but who never got to play in a game.
Then they go back to the farm and everything ends happily, with money to rescue the farm and the family appearing out of nowhere, but, obviously, if you did these things in real life it would not go well.
As to Blue Whale, I don’t have any particular questions, but I am happy to listen to whatever you have to say.
Thanks for teaching me about this program because you helped my understanding.
Friendly regards,
Tim
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“Many in military control stay loyal because they have the opportunity to destroy.” – true, and not only in the military.
In family, friendship, marriage, freshmen in college, if we give an opportunity for the ego to be egotistical to the point of being evil towards others, than the person feels satisfied. It’s what the ego does best btw.
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It’s what the Truman Show shows.
In order to escape he has to deal with challenges that include artificial people who are only living for this world without questioning,
friends and family who will try to keep him there,
advertisements and pleasures that will be used against him and
“science” telling him everything has been discovered and done, all that is left is working to pay bills.
Although the story of Snow White was compiled by the brother Gr1mm (how grim!), and is Deeewsney’s masterpiece, it shows a deep interpretation of life.
If manipulators have used it wrongly, bad for them.
She is the pure principle inside us wihout this wordly rubbish but is kept without will and leadership in a castle, until the ego impersonated by the stepmother in h1jab tells a man (male- active and positive principle) to kill her.
It is the intellect.
He is smart and lies to the stepmother after telling that purity she has to go. Go from where? From the domains of the ego. To where? To knowing herself.
As she never had the opportunity to do that, her self is compared to the black forest of G3rm4ny because it is dark, frightening and a mystery.
When she starts getting to know herself, she educated her personal aspects who, by being not properly trained, were easily enslaved by anything. They are the dwarves.
Finally educated still they try to make her not take the main challenge: accept the death that symbolizes definite separation from the ego and the illusions of this world.
Once she is rid from their attachment, her old person dies and meets completion simbolized by the figure of the prince and she becomes the queen of a higher and more beautiful condition symbolized by the castle in the clouds.
The more we overcome our ego, the more we are aware of this sober principle inside us that makes us see things as they really are and not fall easy in some traps.
This way we can indeed enjoy even relationships, nutella or sea world without being slaves of that.
There were times only by crossing the entrance of a mall, sitting in class or closing the door of the car my personality changed. It was really weird. It was me but in a different state of mind that made me change completely.
It doesn’t happen anymore. And it started ceasing when I definitely cut contact with relationships based on family ties, romantism or friendship because of “things in common”.
If we elevate our concepts for relating to someone, we can spot mind control and not fall for it.
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The changes in personality are also due to the changing company we have in hive mind. Different scum are hooked to our minds, so this changes our perception.
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I like this film do you? https://youtu.be/_yNIrf-DjY8?feature=shared
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As I look at the matryoshka dolls, whose name comes from the word for mother, I can see how, just as, in some senses, my father is inside my being, and, in others, I am inside my daughter, the dolls nest inside each other.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matryoshka_doll
We can approach this question through ancestor worship, as it exists in Japan, Indochina, and elsewhere.
We can approach it through upbringing and memory in our life (nurture).
And we can approach it through genetic memory passed through RNA (nature).
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Genetics. It is not only about physical but also the subtle body (“emotions”, “feelings”, “mind”) and even our outer destiny, what we may attract and repeal.
We basically inherit *everything* in what concerns the material aspect (physical and subtle), it is only a purified sober intellect that can free us little by little.
Than we distance from these ourselves to our real selves.
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