For years I practiced qigong (ch’i kung), moving and visualizing electromagnetic energy in my body. 

qigong positions

I was lucky to have a very good teacher, John Alton, an English professor with black belts in karate and tae kwan do, who studied gongfu (k’ung fu) in China, where he learned medical qigong to heal an injury.

john alton

I learned the twenty-four step yang form, the small universe, the large universe, and various other exercises.

qigong diagram

Like many in the 1960s, and some young people today, I became interested in qi (ch’i), chakras, and the human potential movement as a result of my experience with drugs.  I wanted to explore spiritual experiences similar to my psychedelic experiences.

As the fellow above indicates, people tend to move from psychedelics to kundalini–rather than to qigong (ch’i kung), gongfu (k’ung fu), or other forms of yoga.  This involves a focus on different colored chakras.


Kundalini practitioners often come from drug experiences, and their practice involves meditation similar to qigong.

kundalini diagram

Some speak of a kundalini awakening.  The following article describes the following signs:  (1) things fall apart, you have a nervous breakdown, or your life isn’t working; (2) unpleasant physical, emotional, or energetic symptoms; (3) desperation and willingness to try new things; (4) apparent occurrences of synchronicity or the sense of a guiding force in one’s life; (5) oversensitivity to one’s environment; (6) reliving sexual trauma; (7) listening to inner voices; and (8) a sense of destiny.

Eight Signs of a Kundalini Awakening (online)

Eight Signs of a Kundalini Awakening (archived)

kundalini awakening article - butterflies

Let’s think about that.  And let’s start with the physical and emotional symptoms, which include uncontrollable shaking, visual disturbances, nervousness, fearfulness, depression, and sleeplessness.  


These problems do not mean you are going crazy, and psychologists do not know how to fix them.  However, some less conventional physicians have exposed government programs that use microwave harassment.  These include Dr. Rauni Kilde, the Chief Medical Officer of Finland, who was assassinated by Norwegian Intelligence.

Doctors Who Stand Against Microwave Harassment

We are dealing with symptoms of microwave harassment.  Ask yourself:  What’s more likely? That a government program identified by whistleblowers, targeting millions of people, caused you unpleasant symptoms? or that a mysterious force suddenly became activated in your body just when your life fell apart?

Microwave Harassment, Mind Control, and Misdiagnosis of Symptoms


Remember how a lot of people get into kundalini through psychedelics? Guess who was giving people LSD in the 1960s? The same culprits behind the microwave harassment program. 

How CIA Used Timothy Leary To Promote LSD and the Internet

How CIA Used Ken Kesey To Promote LSD and Born-Again Christianity

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Under MK-ULTRA, CIA paid people to administer and receive psychedelic drugs.  Congress investigated these crimes in the 1970s, and the president apologized to the victims. 

Senate Hearings on MK-ULTRA (1977)

Do you really think CIA discontinued its mind control program? Much of it involved pushing people to the edge–you know, like when they have all the symptoms of a “kundalini awakening.”

FIGHTING MK-ULTRA: Anger Management

Fifty years ago, CIA implanted people with cybernetics to play with their minds.  Now that the technology is smaller, cheaper, and more powerful, and CIA has a giant black ops budget, do you really think they abandoned their program?

Cybernetics and the Minds of Men

Below you can find a database of more than one hundred mind control patents held by defense contractors.  That’s the old fashioned technology.  Do you really think they spent hundreds of millions of dollars on this stuff in order not to use it?

Patents for Mind Control Technology

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And, hey, remember how following your intuition, or even hearing voices, is part of a kundalini awakening?  In the government mind control programs, those voices are called Voice To Skull, or V2K, and they can be sent on frequencies heard only by your subconscious mind.

V2K – A Simple Explanation of Voice To Skull


You may feel that you’re following your intuition, or you may feel that a helpful force, spirit, or angel is guiding you.  These are products of hypnosis, which is heavily used in MK-ULTRA.  I know because I am a third-generation survivor of government mind control programs, who did drugs, who got into qigong, and they did this stuff to me.

My Story: A Brief Overview of Life under MK-ULTRA


For years, I did not remember what happened because CIA uses drugs on its victims to stop memories from even forming.

Senate Hearings on CIA’s Use of Drugs (1977)

Why We Don’t Remember: CIA’s Use of Date Rape Drugs


And hey? What about the colors that typify chakra work? Could it be that people are seeing colors in their minds because of the same technology? MK-ULTRA uses color-programming.  They used to have people meditate on gemstones.  They use flashing lights to induce trance.  And, on a lower level, they use colors in the movies, on your computer screen, and in dance clubs.  You can learn more about that in Fritz Springmeier and Cisco Wheeler’s excellent books The Illuminati Formula To Create a Totally Undetectable Mind Control Slave and Deeper Insights into the Illuminati Formula, which you can read below.

Books by Fritz Springmeier & Cisco Wheeler on Illuminati Mind Control Techniques 


And how did Cisco Wheeler know these things? She is the grand niece of the head of Joint Chiefs of Staff, who like me, was abused under MK-ULTRA.


And hey? Remember how your life fell apart when you had your “kundalini awakening?” Maybe you divorced your husband? or you left your family? or you lost your friends? Those are indicators of targeting under government mind control programs.  Like any cult, they want to isolate you, and break your old patterns, while they destroy your life.  The difference is you can’t see them, and that makes you more vulnerable.  The greatest trick the devil ever played was to convince people he did not exist.  Likewise, the greatest trick the CIA played on humanity was making us dismiss “conspiracy theories.”

What The CIA Wants To Take From Us (part one)

What The CIA Wants To Take From Us (part two)


And, hey, remember that picture of butterflies in the article in Gaia about kundalini awakening?

kundalini awakening article - butterflies

Here’s another picture of butterflies, colors, and chakras.

Woman meditating in lotus position. Colored chakra lights over her body. Yoga, zen, Buddhism, recove

Those butterflies are cartel signaling.  CIA calls part of MK-ULTRA by the name PROJECT MONARCH.  It involves horrific abuse involving sexual trauma, hypnotism, drugs, and electroshock, which very few victims remember.  The scum who perpetrate these crimes on unwitting victims love to advertise abuse through secret signs and signals, in this case, putting butterflies on the picture above.  I know it seems far fetched, but that’s how they get away with it.  Vigilant Citizen has good articles on cartel signaling, and I have written some articles on this subject.

Vigilant Citizen – Symbols Rule The World Not Words Nor Laws

Playboy, Satanic Cartel Signaling, & The Computerization of Women

Mia Khalifa and Satanic Cartel Signaling


Cathy O’Brien is a woman who survived horrific sexual abuse under PROJECT MONARCH, she was brave to come forward and to call out her rapists, and she deserves to be heard.

Trance Formation of America (Cathy O’Brien’s Website)

And hey? Remember how synchronicity, apparently meaningful coincidences, and the feeling of a guiding force are part of a “kundalini awakening?” Well, there’s a guiding force all right, but it’s not your friend.

cut board

CIA is using mind control to influence your perceptions, to bring people into your orbit, and to stage your life.  You can read how they did it to Marilyn Lange in my article below.  She is a nice lady who gave up her marriage, moved to Hawaii, and posed for Playboy because of apparently coincidental meetings and a desire to explore her human potential.  Her life fell apart because CIA destroyed it.

Marilyn Lange in the Satanic Enclave of Westfield

And hey? Did I mention that Marilyn Lange and I grew up in the same community, a satanic cesspool masquerading as a cute little town, run by CIA?

The Jersey Devil: Growing Up In Westfield


And hey? Did I mention that Marilyn Lange and I both went to the same soccer camp, where I have particular memories of being drugged, hypnotized, and sexually abused under MK-ULTRA?

MK-ULTRA Soccer Camp in Union, New Jersey (1976-1978)

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It’s rough.  I know.  I would much rather believe I was unlocking the secrets of the universe, exploring kundalini–or, in my case, qigong–than realize I was being manipulated under a mind control program.  That’s why everyone gets into cults, and it’s why it’s hard break free.  And it’s really hard with this one because you can’t see your abusers.

The good news is you don’t have to throw it all away.  Taiji is good for you, and so is yoga.  It increases flexibility, and it makes you healthy.  The real masters will tell you.  Health and longevity are proper goals–not seeing colored lights in your head.  Keep your feet on the ground.

yoga lady

Martial arts are not only healthy, but they’re good for self defense.  You don’t need to wear a funny outfit, break boards, or develop strange powers.  Stay practical.

martial arts lady

There are also real spiritual traditions that are extremely practical.  The ancient one in which I was trained is called The Work, or the Fourth Way, and it was promulgated by George Gurdjieff.

In the Work, people practice self-observation.  You become aware of yourself, studying bodily movements with bodily awareness, emotional dynamics with emotional awareness, and thoughts with the awareness of the mind.  Start by paying attention to your body.  How do you stand, sit, or walk? How do you breathe? How does this change in different environments? How do you speak? Listen to the sound of your voice.  Feel the air on your skin.  Study yourself as though you were an interesting stranger about whom you truly cared.  But most of all, hold something back.  Do not become identified with yourself.  Do not take everything that passes through you to be you.  It is a very deep practice and impossible to explain in words.

Self-observation increases awareness, of yourself and others, and it will show you what you need to change.  Most of all, it will let you know how your mind, your body, and your feelings have all been hacked.


And what did Gurdjieff say about kundalini?

Kundalini is not anything desirable or useful for man′s development. It is very curious how these occultists have got hold of the word from somewhere but have completely altered its meaning and from a very dangerous and terrible thing have made something to be hoped for and to be awaited as some blessing.

In reality Kundalini is the power of imagination, the power of fantasy, which takes the place of a real function. When a man dreams instead of acting, when his dreams take the place of reality, when a man imagines himself to be an eagle, a lion, or a magician, it is the force of Kundalini acting in him. Kundalini can act in all centers and with its help all the centers can be satisfied with the imaginary instead of the real. A sheep which considers itself a lion or a magician lives under the power of Kundalini.

Kundalini is a force put into men in order to keep them in their present state. If men could really see their true position and could understand all the horror of it, they would be unable to remain where they are even for one second. They would begin to seek a way out and they would quickly find it, because there is a way out; but men fail to see it simply because they are hypnotized. Kundalini is the force that keeps them in a hypnotic state.

To become a master, one must first see one’s slavery.

Gurdjieff said, “Awakening is bitter.”


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  1. Very great article! Im glad i stumbled upon it. Unfortunately ive recently dabbled into the third eye chakra after starting to meditate. that lead me to start trying out kundalini. If i stopped is it too late to rid my body of kundalini? if you have any input please let me know or get back to me via email. I had no idea how deep mk ultra got otherwise i wouldve never go into it

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      1. im sorry i barely got to ready your response but thank you so much for your reply!
        if by some chance i am implanted how do you go about removing an implant?


      2. If you don’t bother to read my first response, why should I respond to you again?

        And how much does your “I’m sorry,” which you did not even bother to spell correctly, mean?

        And how much does your “thank you so much,” when you don’t bother to read my reply, mean?

        You cannot remove implants.

        Think before you write, fool.

        And stop bothering me.

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      3. im getting these weird sensations especially as im reading this post non stop goosebumps. im not sure its because im actually implanted but i
        i really needed to hear this. Also i found dr hortons video you have on your post so you can disregard my last post asking for hiow to remove them. unless you got any other methods besides detecting them please by all means share it with me. thanks again and keep up the good work!


      4. “Who are you, Mr Gurdjieff? Rene Zuber may well ask! But his book makes it clear that he is putting the question to himself equally with his subject, letting it lead him not so much to an answer as to further questions of lineage, genealogy, kith. Who are you, Arthur, Taliesin, Prester John, Mullah Nassr v Eddin, St George, Al Khidr, Z’ul Qarnain – you timeless men who weave your way through time, tradition and myth?” —PL Travers, foreword for Who Are You, Monsieur Gurdjieff? By Rene Zuber

        Pamela Travers was perhaps his most famous and adept student. In hindsight, Mary Poppins is the ultimate Gurdjieffian!


  2. hello… i would like to ask.. i got almost all the psycho electronic weapon effect… what is that meant for me..? and what should i do ?


  3. Hello…
    I have had spontaneous Kundalini awakenings since I was 16 y/o. I did not understand what was happening until several years later when I started studying Tibetan Buddhism. I have never felt ill affected by Kundalinli.
    I have found the study of Tibetan Buddhism fascinating, I was even a Poetics contest finalist for the Naropa Institute around 1986.

    I actually think there are connections between Tibetan Buddhism and Silva Mind Systems, especially visualization exercises.
    Also,, Tibetan Dream Yoga is nearly identical to Lucid Dreaming… Except it is maybe a thousand years (sic) older.


  4. I appreciate all your articles about NWO but I think you are wrong about kundalini and chakras. They exist in our bodies. One purpose of activating kundalini is to help with astral travel as well as many other psychic abilities like remote viewing. Egyptian pyramids were designed to help learn astral travel ( Through astral projection, your astral body can visit various dimensions and travel the universe. These visions are not all caused by microwave harassment. There are higher spiritual dimensions in this universe and within our bodies.

    This book has more information. I don’t blindly follow new age gurus but from what I’ve read, the existence of kundalini and astral travel seem compelling. The cia knows about this that’s how they do remote viewing and other psychic stuff for nefarious reasons. Awakening kundalini is a tool whether it’s done for good or bad depends on the user.


    1. Thanks for your sincere note. Perhaps it helps to take a pragmatic approach, asking not what is true but what is useful to each of us under particular sets of circumstances. If someone finds an astral understanding useful, then more power to them. It seems to me that should involve an understanding of astral attack and defense. I would add that the devil is the Prince of Lies, as are his minions at the agency. Evil astral beings will lie and deceive, as they imitate good ones, just as CIA will lie and deceive as it imitates astral phenomena.


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