On September 19, 2017, five days before Germany’s parliamentary election, a regional chapter of the populist, eurosceptic party, Alternative für Deutschland (AfD), put out the photo published with the original story of Lara Logan’s assault, and substituted a porn actress’s face for Logan’s.  Their Facebook post recalled the Cologne attacks, on New Year’s Eve, 2015-2016, in which police estimated that 1,200 women were sexually assaulted and that at least 2,000 North African “asylum seekers” were involved, often acting in groups.  And the image accompanied a message urging supporters to go and vote.  Maks Czuperski, of the Digital Forensic Research Lab, went out of his way to claim “the image was a fake. It was falsified in multiple ways and taken from an extremist white supremacist source with the intent to manipulate voter perception.”  Among other CIA directed stories, the Digital Forensic Research Lab has also published articles “debunking” CIA’s PROJECT CLOVERLEAF, in which poisonous chemicals are sprayed in chemtrails from airplanes, and denying what are clearly false flag attacks in Syria, to gin up support for a NATO attack there.  (Needless to say, neither the Digital Forensic Research Lab nor Czuperski has anything to say against CIA operations such as OPERATION MOCKINGBIRD, PROJECT MONARCH, or MK-ULTRA.)  Czuperski has otherwise worked for the Council on Foreign Relations (CFR), an Illuminati organization, where he provided research support for the book, The Battle of Bretton Woods: John Maynard Keynes, Harry Dexter White, and the Making of a New World Order.  And he has worked as special advisor to the president of the Atlantic Council, which is partnered with NATO and sponsored by some of Wall Street and London’s largest, most powerful corporate-financier interests.  These include (i) big oil interests, such as BP, Chevron, Exxon & Shell, which profited greatly over NATO-backed regime change in Libya, (ii) defense contractors such as Raytheon, BAE, Lockheed Martin, Boeing, and Northrop Grumman, (iii) Goldman Sachs, JP Morgan, Deutsche Bank, Barclays, the Blackstone Group, Citigroup, & Credite Suisse, and (iv) George Soros’s Open Society Institute.  

Meanwhile, the people of Germany, the place whose anti-taharrush concerns Czuperski had mocked, were getting to know what Soros’s “Open Society” really meant, as hordes of Muslim migrants from the areas destabilized by NWO gang-raped their women in public places.  According to the German Criminal Police Association, or BKA, in 2013, migrants committed 599 sex crimes, or an average of two a day. In 2014, migrants committed 949 sex crimes, or around three per day. In 2015, migrants committed 1,683 sex crimes, or around five per day. During the first three quarters of 2016, migrants committed 2,790 sex crimes, or around ten per day.  Still, these numbers understate the problem.  As André Schulz, head of the Criminal Police Association, stated, “The actual number of migrant-related sex crimes in Germany is at least two or three times higher than the official number. Only 10% of the sex crimes committed in Germany appear in the official statistics.”  Thanks to NWO, it is hard to get statistics on the rise of taharrush,  But, through the Digital Forensic Research Lab, Czuperski had earlier minimized and distorted AfD’s concerns about the Cologne attacks in which over two thousand North African “asylum seekers,” often acting in groups, sexually assaulted 1,200 women in one night.  

Similar problems spread to Sweden, as the same forces, which had betrayed Lara Logan, continued to import taharrush and branded opponents as “racist xenophobes.”   It’s hard to get statistics from Sweden, where authorities have “investigated” claims that police covered up sexual assaults at a music festival in Stockholm—namely 38 claims of sexual assault carried out by about 50 Afghan immigrants.  Likewise, Nathalie Hager was on her way home from a bus stop near Stockholm, when a group of Arabic-speaking men suddenly attacked her outside a church. She managed to fight her way out of a gang rape but was left badly injured, when her attackers beat her black and blue, cutting into one of her breasts, and shouting “Swedish whore,” Swedish slut,” and “cunt.”  Swedish police dismissed her, did not return her calls, and none showed any interest or took notes when she named persons, including her friend at the bus station who saw the men and most likely would be able to provide accurate descriptions of them.  

This from the same country that prosecuted Julian Assange for rape….



Those who have suffered at the hands of Illuminati, MI6, and CIA trash in PROJECT MONARCH, a.k.a MK-ULTRA, may recognize the use of marker dates and holidays.  They may also know of the so-called “Season of Sacrifice,” which runs from the first day of spring, March 22, celebrated in the 322 insignia of Skull and Bones, to May 1, otherwise known as Walpurgisnacht.  This day was chosen by the Illuminati and CIA for Lara Logan to break her silence—the same day Osama bin Laden was killed.

In the midst of Arab Spring, on February 11, 2011, Hosni Mubarak resigned as president of Egypt.  Two days later, at the instigation of CIA, Lara Logan was gang-raped by a horde of Muslims in Tahrir Square.  The horrific sexual assault, which almost killed her, occurred on February 13, one day before Valentine’s Day, and the story broke on February 15, one day after Valentine’s Day.  These people have a sick sense of humor, as they try to destroy holidays meaningful to others.  I myself was woken from hypnotic sleep on my forty-seventh birthday, my daughter was gang-raped and had a fishhook inserted in her privates one day after her eleventh birthday, and these scum later tried to arrange incestuous encounters between my daughter, me, and other members of our family during the Christmas and New Year’s holidays.

At any rate, on May 1, 2011, Walpurgisnacht, at the end of the so-called “Season of Sacrifice,” Lara Logan broke her silence at seven o’clock in the evening on 60 Minutes, describing the details of her assault, which I mention in my earlier article on this subject.  Lust and anger were provoked in the American people, who were about to be fed a different story.  Only three hours earlier, Osama bin Laden was killed, and his story broke shortly after Logan’s.  In fact, Logan reported it.  

That’s quite a coincidence.

Osama bin Laden, a Saudi national trained by CIA, had been blamed for the false flag attacks on the World Trade Center on September 11, 2001, as part of the “Season of Harvest,” which launched the so-called War on Terror, and the War in Afghanistan, which Logan has recently criticized.  Bin Laden had mysteriously eluded capture for ten years, while living for five years less than a mile from Pakistan Military Academy. 

At any rate, while CIA were using OPERATION MOCKINGBIRD and PROJECT MONARCH to relay the details of Logan’s rape to the American public, bin Laden was allegedly assassinated in a CIA operation, OPERATION NEPTUNE SPEAR, by Seal Team 6, with support from CIA operatives on the ground.  After the raid, the American public were told that U.S. forces buried bin Laden at sea, in accordance with Islamic law, within twenty-four hours of his death.  However, in violation of Islamic law, there was no imam on board the ship where the burial supposedly took place.  And, of course, since the body was buried at sea, it cannot be recovered.

Then, only three months afterwards, fifteen members of Seal Team 6, who, like Pat Tillman, had been hailed as heroes in the “War on Terror,” died under mysterious circumstances in the shoot-down of their helicopter in Afghanistan.  It was the worst one-day loss of military life in the now more than sixteen-year-old “War on Terror” and the worst day for fatalities in the history of naval special warfare.  Many questioned the official narrative of the crash, claiming it might have been an inside job.  Four years later, families of the dead made requests to learn more under the Freedom of Information Act, but the Obama administration willfully violated a judicial order to hand over documents related to their killing.  That’s how the American government treats its “heroes.”

But one can see, just as the story is told, how easy it is to lose sight of Lara Logan.  In the hypnotic techniques used by MK-ULTRA programmers, this is called “nesting.”  CIA sent this brave South African reporter into Tahrir Square to be gang-raped in the most horrific way, so that she spent four days in the hospital afterward.  She has subsequently been diagnosed with breast cancer, almost certainly connected to her assault, undergone a lumpectomy, and six weeks of radiation.  Also due to her assault, during which she was sexually violated with sticks and flagpoles, she has had a hysterectomy, and she understandably has severe pelvic pain, and you can see her limp.  She has endured multiple trips to the hospital, and she has suffered internal bleeding reportedly from diverticulitis.  She has arthritis in her right hand from injuries sustained during her assault, and she treats the arthritis with steroid injections every few months.  That’s the kind of stuff the Illuminati and CIA want us to fantasize about—or, failing that, to be motivated to support their foreign policies, or otherwise take it out on others, while they direct our anger.

Right before Valentine’s Day, CIA put Lara Logan in harm’s way, perhaps meaning to kill her, for the vilest of reasons—to get men to fantasize about horrific sexual acts (as discussed in my first article on this subject) and to stoke the fires of hatred in order to support regime change in the Arab world.  Then, on another “special” holiday, Walpurgisnacht, they put her back on stage for similar reasons.  No sooner was that done, and they took her story away from her, moving her on to another—the assassination of Osama bin Laden, which they arranged on the same day.  That’s how not only PROJECT MONARCH but also OPERATION MOCKINGBIRD works.

Meanwhile, Arab Spring continued.  A major goal of the movement was to create more participatory and representative political systems, fairer economies, and independent judiciaries.   CIA was determined to undermine and discredit this movement, which they had already begun to do with the horrific attack on Lara Logan, which occurred in Egypt during celebrations of Arab Spring’s success.  It was time to move on to the country next door, Libya, which had economic independence, with its own water, food, oil, and money—even its own state-controlled bank.  The Rothschilds don’t like it when that happens, witness the recent attacks on Syria, driven by false flags, and the demonization of Iran.  So their dogs at CIA set about in their next step to create Arab Winter, a period characterized by extensive civil wars, general regional instability, economic and demographic decline of the Arab League and overall religious wars between Sunni and Shia Muslims.

Forward to Benghazi, September 11, 2012, exactly eleven years after CIA’s false flag attack on the World Trade Center, which has been attributed to Osama bin Laden and al-Qaeda.

  CIA, which made up most of the U.S. government’s presence in Benghazi, had a ten-member security team at its annex, and the State Department believed that this team would defend the diplomatic facilities.  Nonetheless, or perhaps because of this fact, Islamist militants armed with anti-aircraft weapons and rocket-propelled grenades stormed the grounds, killing the American ambassador and three members of his staff.  As CIA’s mouthpiece, the New York Times, put it, the attack raised “questions about the radicalization of countries swept up in the Arab Spring.”  

In PROJECT MONARCH, hypnotic subjects are normally given binary choices, on a decision tree, where they must decide between one thing and another—or having decided something, they are asked, “What if that’s not true….”  It is basic to MK-ULTRA programming, which employs Illuminati techniques.  It parallels the working of computer implants used in neurocybernetics, which have been widely implanted in the American population to implement neurolinguistic formulae and programming (NLF and NLP) and otherwise for mind control.  It’s also a way for the Agency to hedge its bets; so naturally, from the very beginning, the official narrative put out by OPERATION MOCKINGBIRD had two competing explanations for the attack in Benghazi.

On the one hand, the official narrative indicated that the attack on the embassy was both planned and disciplined.  As the New York Times reported, “American and European officials said that while many details about the attack remained unclear, the assailants seemed organized, well trained and heavily armed, and they appeared to have at least some level of advance planning.”  Likewise, Colonel Wolfgang Pusztai, who was Austria’s defense attaché to Libya and visited the country every month, wrote by e-mail that the attack was “deliberately planned and executed” by about a core group of 30 to 40 assailants who were “well trained and organized.” 

On the other hand, the official narrative indicated that the attack in Benghazi, like a simultaneous attack in Cairo, was a spontaneous mob uprising that happened because some people had watched a video.  The New York Times reported, 

Fighters involved in the assault…said in interviews during the battle that they were moved to attack the mission by anger over a 14-minute, American-made video that depicted the Prophet Muhammad, Islam’s founder, as a villainous, homosexual and child-molesting buffoon. Their attack followed by just a few hours the storming of the compound surrounding the United States Embassy in Cairo by an unarmed mob protesting the same video. 

The Agency’s mouthpiece also said, “A translated version of the video that set off the uprising arrived first in Egypt before reaching the rest of the Islamic world. Its author, whose identity is now a mystery, devoted the video’s prologue to caricatured depictions of Egyptian Muslims abusing Egyptian Coptic Christians while Egyptian police officers stood by.”  In short, CIA was clearly behind the video, targeted at Egypt and Libya, which, like the horrific attack on Logan, further served to characterize post-Mubarak Egypt as a lawless place that required the imposition of the New World Order.  

CIA was up to its old tricks, channelling outrage inspired by sexual depravity into political action—just as they had when they riled up the American public with details of Lara Logan’s assault just hours before Logan reported the killing of bin Laden.  Likewise, there was the further message in the Times, that “[t]he wave of unrest set off by the video…further underscored the instability of the countries that cast off their longtime dictators in the Arab Spring revolts.”  Sound familiar? That was the same message we were supposed to get from Logan’s assault in Tahrir Square right after Mubarak was forced to resign as president of the country next door in Arab Spring.

But which narrative was correct? Was Benghazi an attack carefully planned by al-Qaeda, or was it a spontaneous uprising of a mob who watched a video? Not by coincidence, these questions echo those raised in Logan’s own report of her horrific assault in Tahrir Square:  “We may never know with certainty whether the regime was targeting a reporter or whether it was simply—and savagely—a criminal mob.” 

Meanwhile, Lara Logan would not give up, and she was back telling hard-hitting stories in dangerous places in no time.  The courage, integrity, independence, endurance, and stoicism of this woman is unbelievable—and that’s just the sort of person the Illuminati hate.  They were determined to destroy her.  

More specifically, CIA was concerned that Lara Logan would “wake up” to her hypnotic programming—i.e. remember what they had done to her.  Under PROJECT MONARCH, also known as MK-ULTRA, people are drugged, hypnotized, electro-shocked, and suffer horrific sexual trauma, so they not only carry certain programs but also forget what was done to them.  And they have cybernetic implants put inside their brains and bodies.  Cisco Wheeler describes the process in her books, The Illuminati Formula To Create a Totally Undetectable Mind Control Slave and Deeper Insight into the Illuminati Formula.  Cathy O’Brien has also described the process, and I have experienced it myself.  It took me forty-five years to “wake up”—and that was only because my insane, egomaniacal, and idiotic “controllers” decided that I do so.  Think of a person who has been hypnotized on stage and how he does not remember events or “suggestions.”  This is that many times over.  The Illuminati have done it for centuries, it was perfected at the Tavistock Institute, and it was used by Mengele in the concentration camps.  Now it is enhanced by modern technology, thanks to Raytheon Corporation.

In addition to “alpha” programming (for leaders), “beta” programming (for sex slaves), and “delta” programming (for killers), there is also “omega” programming (self-destruct) and “gamma” programming (deception).  People wake up to one story nested within another.  Some think that aliens, rather than CIA, anally probed them.  Others believe they are part of the X-Men.  And still others believe they are chosen members of the Illuminati.  People hear voices, courtesy of V2K technology, they go to the hospital, and they are pronounced insane.  Others are dismissed as “conspiracy theorists.”  The point is to make people believe that something else is going on and to discredit them in case they learn the truth.  Often “controllers” will become concerned that a “sleeper” will catch on, and they will wake them either accidentally or deliberately with a “gamma” program.

The Agency knew that Lara Logan might realize what they had done to her, that she was tough as nails, and that she would never back down from a story.  They had to take away her platform.  How would they discredit her? The answer was Benghazi.

After a year of investigation, Logan correctly picked the first of the two official narratives.  She couldn’t see the CIA, or the Illuminati, but she knew that Benghazi was an orchestrated attack.  

On October 27, 2013, the Sunday before Halloween, another day that appears to have special significance for the Illuminati, Lara Logan anchored a segment on 60 Minutes, attributing the Benghazi attacks to al-Qaeda.  While researching her story, Logan met more than once with Senator Lindsey Graham, who had long asserted Obama and Clinton’s cover-up of the Benghazi and Cairo attacks, and Graham later touted Logan’s report as a “death blow” to the administration’s story and their response.  It looked as though Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton had a scandal on their hands.  Indeed, many had asserted for months that Obama, in the White House, and Clinton, in the State Department, were oblivious to the dangers of al-Qaeda, feckless in their treatment of soldiers and diplomats, and covering up their incompetence.  Maybe that was too generous, since it is obvious that the Illuminati, of which Clinton is a Grande Dame, were acting with malice, and not incompetence, through rogue agents of the U.S. government.

Interestingly, while Logan was researching her story, Tyler Drumheller, the former chief of CIA’s clandestine service in Europe was working as a consultant to CBS News and 60 Minutes, and he participated in the shaping of Logan’s report.  Drumheller had a close relationship with Bill Owens, who was charged with fact checking the story, and he resisted the emphasis on al-Qaeda’s role.

So, naturally, after Logan backed the correct narrative, that the attacks in Benghazi and Cairo were well disciplined and orchestrated, CIA promoted its other story, that these were spontaneous mob attacks inspired by a video.  Alternatively, they sought to cloud the issue, saying that not only al-Qaeda but also BOCAR participated in the attacks.

Attacks on Logan’s segment centered on her reliance on a man identified by the pseudonym “Morgan Jones,” who claimed that he was a security officer who witnessed the attack on the diplomatic facilities in Benghazi.  But CIA’s mouthpiece The Washington Post revealed that Jones, identified as defense contractor Dylan Davies, told his employer in a written report that he was far from the area.  Nonetheless, despite Davies’ false story, Logan’s report made a strong claim regarding al-Qaeda’s involvement as well as Obama and Clinton’s duplicitous response.

Enter Clinton’s hatchet man, David Brock, whom The National Review has characterized as a “right-wing assassin turned left-wing assassin” and Politico has called a “pro-Clinton crusader.”  Brock launched a campaign against Logan through Media Matters for America, which published over two dozen articles criticizing Logan and her Benghazi report.  And others tried to get her fired, forcing her to take a seven-month leave of absence from CBS, which she announced on November 26, 2013, the Sunday before Thanksgiving.

Lara Logan defended herself and her story as follows:  “There was so much misinformation and that was hard because you don’t ever get to answer your critics when you’re under attack.  When you’re dealing with a person who has a security clearance, who’s been vetted by the U.S. State Department and put in charge of diplomatic security in a very hostile unstable place, there are certain things that go with that.  He was one of three people—the substance of our story did not lie with him.  And yet he was what everyone focused on and once there were doubts about parts of his story that he wasn’t around to answer questions about, we didn’t have a choice (but to retract the story).”

A year later, even the House Intelligence Committee’s report would confirm al-Qaeda’s involvement in the Benghazi attack, and the New York Times quietly altered its coverage to accept this fact.

Despite an unreliable witness, Logan’s report survived scrutiny.  And despite coordinated attempts to discredit her, Logan returned to her spot on 60 Minutes.

But what were the MK-ULTRA and PROJECT MONARCH programmers at CIA going for? They wanted not only to get Logan fired but to paint her as a gullible conspiracy nut, who sees an invisible hand (in this case al-Qaeda) behind ordinary events—so if she ever says someone was behind the attack in Tahrir Square, it will look like the same thing.  There she goes again, with her crazy conspiracy theories.  Poor woman….  I guess it’s understandable.

Alternatively, Lara Logan herself might be hesitant to believe or break a story like this one, or the one in my previous article, or anything about MK-ULTRA, lest she make the same mistake.  

I know.  They did the same thing to me.



Lara Logan was set up. Just look at her life. To anyone who knows about Project Monarch or MK-ULTRA, this beautiful South African woman has Beta written all over her—from her blonde hair and blue eyes, to her work as swimsuit model “34D Lara,” to her marriage to a sports star, to her role as the “other woman” who broke up a marriage, and then to her own later marriage to a government defense contractor. From there, she went on to become chief foreign affairs correspondent for CBS News, which is controlled by Operation Mockingbird. You don’t get that job if the CIA doesn’t want you to. In short, Lara is the ultimate sex symbol, who moved through dangerous and exotic parts of the world, just like her namesake, Lara Croft. The programmers worked hard to make men fantasize about her.

But the enemy also wanted people to hate her. After all, we’re talking about a South African white, and the New World Order vilified the South Africans throughout the 1980s, when Lara was a teenager just like me. Lara was the “other woman” who broke up a marriage. And she is a model for a certain type of feminism, which makes some men feel both threatened and aggressive. In other words, CIA’s Operation Mockingbird, along with the mind control boys in Project Monarch, worked hard for years to portray Lara Logan to the world not only as a sex symbol, constantly exposed to exotic dangers, but as a woman who was “asking for it.”

Meanwhile, NWO was working to destabilize the Middle East, as it still does, having imported chaos into Afghanistan, Iraq, Libya, the Sudan, Yemen, and Syria. It was 2011, and there was a wave of protests across North Africa and the Middle East. “Arab Spring” was at hand. As the “intelligence” community saw it, the time had come to use a “valuable asset” in the most horrific way.

Three days before Valentine’s Day, on the day President Mubarak was forced to resign, while covering the Egyptian Revolution, in Tahrir Square, Lara was gang-raped. Four days later, the media broke the story. The picture above, along with suggestions of what happened, was on the front page of every news site, including MSNBC, which was the default start-up page on many computers.

You could tell the dark man behind the beautiful blonde had put his hands on her body, and you heard her shouting, “STOP!” But that was it. Lara had been sexual assaulted, but the rest was left to the imagination. It wasn’t even clear whether she had been raped—which is what everyone wanted to know. With all that was happening in the Middle East, and all that is not covered then or now, this was world news.

Men fantasized about raping Lara, and they searched the internet for details—hopefully, cell phone video—of her rape. I know because I did, too. And that’s exactly what the Monarch programmers wanted. Many men were drawn into the dark web, and darker fantasies, as they looked for that video.

Three months later, on May Day, CBS broke a graphic version of the story, and Lara described her rape on national television “to break the silence.” You could even watch the interview with your wife and pretend to be, or be, sympathetic to the brave reporter’s plight. But, at the same time, Lara gave details such as the following:

“And it’s like suddenly, before I even know what’s happening, I feel hands grabbing my breasts, grabbing my crotch, grabbing me from behind…. And I feel them tearing at my clothing. I think my shirt, my sweater was torn off completely. My shirt was around my neck. I felt the moment that my bra tore. They tore the metal clips of my bra. They tore those open. And I felt that because the air, I felt the air on my chest, on my skin. And I felt them tear out, they literally just tore my pants to shreds. And then I felt my underwear go. And I remember looking up, when my clothes gave way, I remember looking up and seeing them taking pictures with their cell phones, the flashes of their cell phone cameras.”

If they didn’t before, now the men really wanted to search the internet for those pictures….

In her interview, aside from details of her horrific sexual assault, stoking hatred against the Egyptians and the Arabs, Lara said one her rapists shouted that she was an Israeli, a Jew, which was a “match to gasoline.” Jewish and Israeli fear and hatred of their old Muslim enemies were being ignited.

Lara went on to say how not only women, but soldiers, had saved her from worse than death. Apparently, a further message was that, for its own good, the Middle East needed American military intervention led by a woman, in this case Hillary Clinton, Secretary of State and a Grande Dame of the Illuminati.

Still, the Illuminati weren’t done with her, and Lara continued to fight back.  In 2012, right before Thanksgiving, Lara was forced to take a leave of absence due to alleged errors in her report on Benghazi.  In other words, this still brave reporter had taken a strong public position, arguing that Clinton and Obama were misrepresenting the threat from Al Qaeda, and urging actions that the U.S. should take in response to the Benghazi attack….

Fast forward several years, multiple military interventions, and millions of rape fantasies later. Despite government police and surveillance powers, women continue to be raped in Tahrir Square, and none of Lara’s attackers has been prosecuted.


I was brought into the “program,” known alternatively as MK-ULTRA and PROJECT MONARCH, in 1974 or 1975. I was a five-year-old in a Montessori kindergarten, near New York City, and I had been already identified as a genius. The teachers told my parents I could get a doctorate by age sixteen, but my parents wanted me to have a normal childhood.

Among other things, the school had a one-way-glass window overlooking the single classroom. From the observation area, people could watch us, but we, the children, could only see our reflections. I remember pressing my face to the mirror, trying to see what was on the other side. If I cupped my hands around my eyes, to shield the light, I could see a little into the observation room, but probably all the other students never knew we were being watched.

One day, I was taken aside to meet a male visitor in the other room, and I was told he was an important person. He showed me how to masturbate, putting his hand above mine as he made me stroke the tip of my penis. Later he played me “Fool on the Hill,” by the Beatles, on a record-player, telling me that I was different from other people, like him, and like the fool in the song. I became very upset by what I then perceived as the disturbing ideas and music, especially “nobody likes him” combined with my abuser’s statement that I was the fool. (And for years, I just didn’t like the song). There was also a typical MK-ULTRA discourse, with us going back and forth about who was the fool in the song. In retrospect, I am certain that this programmer, who sexually abused me, also hypnotized me so that I forgot what he did. It took me forty years to recover the memories. Even then, they were “nested” in a typical hypnotic technique, so that I remembered our discussion about “Fool on the Hill” years before I recovered the memories of sexual abuse.

Two years after my abuse, and this encounter with my programmer, when I was seven years old, in 1977, I began to masturbate. I had no memory of sexual abuse, or even idea of sex, but I handled my penis in the inept way I had been shown, reaching orgasm without ejaculation. I did this on a regular basis until I reached sexual maturity at age eleven, and I continued thereafter. I have never had a wet dream, or nocturnal emission, in my life, due to my addiction to masturbation.

When I turned eleven, in the summer of 1980, I travelled to England with my family, and there was a further encounter, among others, with other MK-ULTRA controllers from the Tavistock Institute. Among other fragmentary memories, including the sexual abuse of friends and family members, I remember a female voice saying, “We’ve got to give him something” and a male voice asking, “What do you like, boy?” I had seen exactly one Playboy magazine at the time, so I mentioned Terry Nihen, who had a phone cord across her privates in her pictorial.

My controllers cued onto bondage, and they began to put pornography in my way. On the way to France, I remember seeing a pulp fiction paperback, whose cover caught my eye. It was about a sex criminal who held a woman captive in her bedroom all night, as he had his way with her, and I became incredibly turned on at the sight of it. Then, in France, there was a postcard of a naked woman in a fishing net. When I returned to America, there was a Penthouse magazine pictorial of Diane Jamison, a black-haired beauty, with a strap on her privates, easy to grab, which presented itself through a schoolmate. He gave it to me, but I later threw it away. Then, the same magazine came back, less than a year later, through the next door neighbor, another boy, and I bought it from him. Absolutely no other pornography presented itself in this time, but two copies of the exact same Penthouse magazine, with its bondage suggestion, found their way into my hands.

What are the odds of that? Let’s say there were roughly two back years of Penthouse and Playboy magazines knocking about, which might have found their way into a teenager’s hands. That is 2 (magazines) x 12 (centerfolds), which equals 24. So the odds of running into Diane Jamison, with her bondage-looking jockstrap, are 1 in 24. No big deal. I had to find some picture of a naked woman. But the odds of me running into her, and only her, twice in less than two years, are 1/24 times 1/24. That is 1 in 576.

Aside from being naked, in light bondage gear, Diane Jamison had dark brown hair and blue eyes, and MK-ULTRA had been pushing Wonder Woman for some time—who likewise carries a lasso and has black hair and blue eyes. They tell me she was invented by a psychologist….

My neighbor down the street, another genius, a girl my age, a friend and schoolmate, used to watch “Wonder Woman” on t.v. all the time. She wanted to watch it with me, but I refused, thinking of it as a “girl show.” Of course, she had brown hair, too, and I remember one instance where she and I played “doctor” together. Despite the enemy’s plan, I never hurt her, or any other woman, but I tended to be rough and tumble, and my playmate tended to cry a lot. They were setting us up for sexual assault.

Still, even in hypnotic sleep, I resisted rape, but I continued to find myself drawn to women with black or dark brown hair and blue eyes. There were two other beautiful Playboy playmates, who still hold allure for me—Alana Soares, Miss March 1983, and Patty Duffek, Miss May 1984. And, of course, my mother had black hair, and the neighbor mother, whose son sold me the copy of Penthouse, was a sexy woman with black hair and blue eyes. That is a rare combination.

All the while, my father worked for E.I. DuPont de Nemours, and his boss was a man who graduated from the Wharton Business School—both centers of mind control. In 1986, my dad was doing business in Zimbabwe, among other places, and he brought a purportedly Rhodesian man to our house for lunch. This scum identified himself as “Rick Creole,” and he claimed to have been a colonel in the Rhodesian Bush War. He was traveling with his blonde-haired and blue-eyed wife, very beautiful, and two children, allegedly his. One was a fourteen-year-old girl, also very beautiful. Although it was August, the teenage girl was supposedly down with the flu, so she sat in a daze on our sofa the whole day, never saying a word. In retrospect, I am sure that she was being hypnotized and sexually abused by the scum who called himself her father. He almost certainly sold her into slavery later on his trip to the United States.

During his visit, Rick Creole “fixed” my father’s drink, putting him out, and he put a lighter drug in the ice tea pitcher from which we all drank. He injected me with a drug I believe to have been sodium pentathol, and he hypnotized me. He had me masturbate to my pictures of Patty Duffek, telling me that she was Wonder Woman, and I should fantasize about raping her. I remembered none of this until thirty years later—remembering, if at all, only nested exterior memories of the Creoles’ visit to our house.

For about ten years, I continued to think of Rick Creole as a family friend, and I kept his telephone number. There were some hypnotic sessions on the telephone; but, to make a long story short, I kept him and the rape fantasies at bay for another ten years. Even when people are “asleep,” if they have a strong sense of self, they can fight evil hypnotic suggestions.

With the help of his blonde accomplice, Margaret, Rick Creole hit me hard again from 1996 to 1998, giving me hypnotic suggestions that I would only have sex with imaginary women and that I would rape Wonder Woman. And, in 1998, I finally went on the internet, at age 29, and immediately I found myself drawn to pornography about raping Wonder Woman and Lara Croft, whom I had never heard of until that time.

At the same time, I briefly dated a woman with black hair and blue eyes, whom I met when she knocked on the door of my house. That fall, my date went to a costume party dressed as Lara Croft, although she had originally planned to go as Wonder Woman. I am sure that she was also mind-controlled under MK-ULTRA or PROJECT MONARCH. We went out briefly, our programmers tried to introduce tension between us, and I remember kissing her but with my body frozen. Later I understood that I had been given a hypnotic command to rape her, which I refused. That’s why my body froze when we made out, above the neck.

For years afterward, I indulged in rape fantasies, and I masturbated to pornography on the internet. I never looked at anything illegal. On the contrary, my focus was on comic strips involving the rape of superheroines, especially Wonder Woman and Lara Croft. No one was getting hurt, and I went deeper into these fantasies, fueled by marijuana and alcohol. Over time, my hypnotic programmers and self-styled “controllers” pushed me into actual pornographic videos, of rougher and rougher sex, to which I masturbated.

Meanwhile, I continued to receive obscene suggestions regarding actual women, whom I encountered in my everyday life. I was “asleep” or unaware of the voice-to-skull, or V2K, transmissions, so I just became increasingly uncomfortable having any sexual desire toward a flesh-and-blood woman. My sexual desire went to fantasy rape on the internet, but I felt awkward or just empty with respect to actual women. I would not, and I will not, commit rape—nor will I allow a rapist hypnotic controller to interfere with my normal interactions and relationships with women. Today, now that I am awake, that means something different; but, when I was asleep, it turned into no sexual intercourse for years. There are many intelligent people who are involuntarily chaste, and they are all unwitting victims of “the program.”

A couple years ago, shortly before I awoke, my self-styled controller or programmer told me, “It’s about breeding. People like you teach your children to fight. We can’t have that.” That says it all.

Since then, I have woken up. I have recovered forty years of repressed memories of mind control, and sexual abuse, and I have begun to fight.

They continue to push me hard with V2K toward pornography and rape fantasies, still hoping, unrealistically, that I will actually rape someone. And they continually interfere with my relationships with actual women. Every woman I have ever dated has been raped by them, and they have used drugs, electroshock, and hypnosis–not to mention trauma–to repress these women’s memories of abuse.

I will never give in, and I will fight them until the day I die. I will never rape anyone, I would fight to the death to defend any woman, and I will continue to seek normal and healthy relationships with members of the opposite sex. I am forty-eight years old, strong, fit, healthy, intelligent, fun, and kind. I have been lucky to have six sexual partners and one healthy daughter. (She has been sexually abused under PROJECT MONARCH, but she has no memory due to trauma, drugs, and electroshock). I have never been married, but I am still determined to find a serious girlfriend or a wife. The enemy, for sick reasons of their own, is determined to stop me.

I can tell you that pornography is not good. They use it, and they study our online habits. Masturbation isn’t good either. They want us to be isolated, to jerk off on the internet, and to avoid relationships with others. Alternatively, they want to use pornographic fantasies to poison people’s sexual relationships. They seek to introduce sexual perversion in healthy people, and they want to stop healthy people from raising healthy children.  They want to blackmail victims and to bring people into sexual slavery.

This is our enemy. They are the Illuminati, and they use the CIA, MI5, BND, Swiss “Intelligence” and Mossad.

The program used to be called MK-ULTRA, but now it’s PROJECT MONARCH.

Fight it with everything you have. Avoid pornography, or anything sexual on the internet. Recognize perversion and selfishness as qualities the enemy introduces. Most of all, seek healthy relationships.

Get out there and date–or if you have a loved one, stay loyal. These scum hate that!


Spirituality is very important in our fight.

We’re dealing with satanists after all, and they hate it when you go to church.

That said, they love the Roman Catholic church. Look at the child molestation and the associated cover-up, which depends on a hierarchal structure. It’s a place where the priest tells you what to do and what to believe, and you are not allowed to question him. And I do mean him because they won’t let women in their clergy. Being anti-woman is a big part of being Illuminati. So is having lots of money and a hierarchical structure. The Vatican meets all three requirements.

Now, of course, there are truly good people who are Roman Catholic, just as there are good people who are bankers, and I sincerely hope that I have not offended anyone of good will. But, just as with the banks, the Illuminati have made unbelievable gains within the Roman Catholic church. And there’s something funny going on with Pope Benedict’s resignation. But if Roman Catholicism works for you, and it helps you to be a good person, and it can, then God bless you, and please stay on your path, as I know you will. Just be careful.

But, anyway, why do the Illuminati hate spirituality so much? Granted, they hate everything, but they seem especially bothered by spirituality. Once, in a hypnotic session, when I was drugged and tied to a chair, Jesus, St. Michael the Archangel, and Al Hallaj came up. (That can happen when you’re facing death). One of my programmers said, “I can’t do anything with any of this….” Now, that’s what I like to hear.

Spirituality—whether it’s based in Judaism, Christianity, Islam, Taoism, Buddhism, or just connection with God, nature, and other humans—helps people in many ways.

Spirituality gives you a sense that you are more than just your body, and you’re going to need that because they will threaten and hurt your body in many ways. They may even kill you, and they will certainly threaten to kill you. But if you’re not afraid of death, they won’t be able to use these kinds of threats. They just won’t work.

Spirituality also gives you a sense that there is something higher than you. Not some bullshit authority that you’re scared of, or that you want to kiss up to, but something truly higher that you wish to serve with all your being. Something to live up to—like a loved one’s smile, an admired person’s example, or someone you would never let down. These are things the enemy will never have, and they hate it.

It’s also true that prayer works. Calling on the aid of heavenly forces can be inspirational, and they just might actually help you. As another of my programmers once said of me, “He believes that a mysterious force is helping him. And the funny thing is…a mysterious force actually seems to be helping him.” Even the program used to have a theta wing….

Spirituality also has a psychological aspect. There’s a lot of wisdom in the Gospels, the Upanishads, the Sutras, the Tao Te Ching, the poetry of Rumi, and other spiritual sources. Part of my background has been in the Gurdjieff work, otherwise known as the Fourth Way. I’ve worked with the Gurdjieff Foundation, with students of J.G. Bennett, and others. George Gurdjieff fought the Illuminati his whole life, and I can’t tell you how hard my programmers have worked to keep me away from his teachings—whether it was actually making me forget that I had read a book, or finding ways to separate me from a teacher, or whatever. Maurice Nicoll’s Psychological Commentaries on the Teachings of Gurdjieff and Ouspensky is really useful. So is P.D. Ouspensky’s In Search of the Miraculous. You can find both online. Among other things, these books contain the extremely useful idea that one should not say “I” to everything—that just because you hear words in your head, or experience sensations in your body, it doesn’t mean you have to go along with them. A lot of my so-called internal life is not me—it’s V2K broadcast, or another form of mind control, or these scum using directed energy weapons or hypnosis to mess with my body. The Gospels call it demonic possession. That can be a helpful concept, because I am under attack, and I must not see these things as myself. There’s a lot here; but, in short, the psychological aspects of spirituality—of how to be a good person—can really help.

Finally, there’s spiritual community. The Illuminati want to isolate us, but they can’t do it when we’re part of a spiritual family who are actively working to serve the Higher Powers, to make the Earth a better place, to help others, and to become better people themselves. It’s good to break bread with people, whether it’s at a spaghetti supper, an ice cream social, or a church fair or service project. As my minister, Elizabeth, says, “We all eat one bread; and we drink from one cup.” It means a lot to me when Elizabeth or a fellow congregant gives me a hug and asks about my daughter. In any true spiritual community, you will find good people who really make an effort to be kind.

Now, of course, the enemy will try to turn this around, but they will have their work cut out for them. They might try to promote spiritual pride, or judgement, or otherwise get in the way. I can’t tell you how many times one of these jerk-offs has used V2K to tell me that the Jews killed Jesus or that Christ died for me and I should feel guilty. Then there are the times one of them has said something like “This is the Voice of your Conscience” or “This is St. Michael talking to you….” It makes me laugh. God doesn’t broadcast words into people’s heads. Leave that to the idiots at CIA, MI5, and Raytheon Corporation….

Take it from me: spirituality helps.