For many years, I did not remember my abuse under CIA PROJECT MONARCH.

Read More About Me Here


At the ages of fourteen and fifteen, I listened heavily to the Doors, I read Jim Morrison’s poetry, and I read his biography, No One Here Gets Out Alive.  

It was the only book on rock and roll I ever read, and it immediately preceded my interest in marijuana, cocaine, and psychedelics, which would not have otherwise existed.

Jim Morrison spoke of the need to be an assassin, or a spy, and he even wrote songs like “The Spy,” which described MK-ULTRA themes like sexual programming, sexual blackmail, amnesic walls caused by sexual trauma, and hypnotic command words.

Meanwhile, Jim Morrison wrote “poems” from which I learned the word voyeur, describing cruelty, obscenity, and hypnotic spells, which he finished with a reference to the all-seeing eye of the Illuminati and the global intelligence community.

More or less, we’re all afflicted with the psychology of the voyeur. Not in a strictly clinical or criminal sense, but in our whole physical and emotional stance before the world. Whenever we seek to break this spell of passivity, our actions are cruel and awkward and generally obscene, like an invalid who has forgotten how to walk.

The voyeur, the peeper, the Peeping Tom, is a dark comedian. He is repulsive in his dark anonymity, in his secret invasion. He is pitifully alone. But, strangely, he is able through this same silence and concealment to make unknowing partner of anyone within his eye’s range. This is his threat and power.

There are no glass houses. The shades are drawn and “real” life begins. Some activities are impossible in the open. And these secret events are the voyeur’s game. He seeks them out with his myriad army of eyes- like the child’s notion of a Deity who sees all.

“Everything?” asks the child. 

“Yes, everything”, they answer, and the child is left to cope with this divine intrusion.

There’s an intrusion all right, but it’s not divine.

five eyes

Jim Morrison encouraged dissociation through songs like “Break On Through To The Other Side.”

As Cisco Wheeler, the grand niece of General Earle Wheeler, Head of Joint Chiefs of Staff, explains, that’s exactly what Illuminati programmers want you to do–dissociate.

Books by Fritz Springmeier & Cisco Wheeler on Illuminati Mind Control Techniques


Drawing on writers like Artaud, Rimbaud, and Nietzsche, Jim Morrison evoked Dionysus, the god of madness, wine, and theater, while he played the shaman.

Jim Morrison made self-destructive behavior sound deep, while, in high school, he read books on demonology from the sixteenth and seventeenth centuries, writing a term paper on Hieronymus Bosch.

bosch vision of hell

That shouldn’t surprise us since the CIA, which programmed Jim Morrison, is deeply satanic.  You can listen to FBI Special Agent Ted Gunderson talk about it below.

The Bush Family, Satanism, and Crimes against America

FBI Special Agent Gunderson: His Fight against Satanic Ritual Abuse and the CIA

The CIA would later seek to encourage these interests in Morrison, as they sought to destroy his relationship with Pamela, his common-law wife, through a pagan marriage to Patricia Kennealy-Morrison, a Dame of the Sovereign Military Order of the Temple of Jerusalem.

Sovereign Military Order of the Temple of Jerusalem

Patricia Kennealy-Morrison would later write murder mysteries and books about Illuminati holidays like The Queen of Beltane.

Read More about Beltane (Walpurgisnacht) and Satanic Holidays Here

Patricia Kennealy-Morrison

Singing Oedipal nonsense about his desire to have sex with his mother and murder his father, Jim Morrison glamorized suicide in songs like “The End.”

Read More about CIA’s Use of Freud Here

Still More on Sigmund Freud, Herbert Marcuse, and the CIA

Like his masters in the CIA, Jim Morrison encouraged child molestation in songs like “Alabama Song (Whiskey Bar)” written by Kurt Weil and Bertolt Brecht in the decadent atmosphere of the Weimar Republic.

Meanwhile, while a student at Florida State University, Jim Morrison exposed his privates to young girls, an act he would repeat when he was arrested for indecent exposure on stage.

Jim Morrison Mug Shot

Paul A. Rothchild was the producer of all the Doors’ albums except for one, and he also produced albums for Joni Mitchell and other artists.

CIA MK-ULTRA – The Targeting of Joni Mitchell, Shamanic Conversions & Morgellons

paul rothchild

You’d have to be braindead not to believe he was a member of the Rothschild Family.


The Doors’ producer, Paul Rothchild, grew up in Teaneck, New Jersey, twenty-three miles from the programming center where I was abused by CIA.

Wonder Woman – MK-ULTRA Abuse at Linden High School, Union, NJ (1976-1978)

Danger Island – MK-ULTRA Abuse at Linden High School, Union, NJ (1976-1978)

linden high school

Rothschild lived on Lookout Mountain, above Laurel Canyon, right next to the Lookout Mountain Air Force Station, another center used in MK-ULTRA.

The Air Force Is Full Of Satanists, Rapists, and Child Molesters

Lookout Mountain Lab had more than two hundred and fifty (250) film-makers with top-secret clearance, and it’s where the moon landing was filmed….

I Dream Of Jeannie – The Fake Moon Landing, Microwave Harassment, & Sexual Slavery

The Fake Moon Landing and The Murder of Gus Grissom

lunar lander

Do you really think this jalopy flew to the moon? You’d have to have taken more drugs than Jim Morrison….

jim morrison

Here’s a different picture of Jim Morrison from just a few years earlier, on the bridge of his dad’s ship, the USS Bon Homme Richard (CV-31).

jim morrison with dad

Jim Morrison’s father was a career naval officer who graduated from the United States Naval Academy in 1941.  


Rear Admiral George Stephen Morrison witnessed the attack on Pearl Harbor that was used to draw us into World War II, and he commanded United States naval forces in the Gulf of Tonkin during another false flag attack.  Following the assassination of President Kennedy, CIA used the Gulf of Tonkin Incident to pull us into the War in Vietnam.

CIA Drug Wars – From Vietnam to Afghanistan

Jim Morrison’s naval upbringing, along with the rest of his story, strongly suggests the CIA.  Under PROJECT MONARCH and MK-ULTRA, countless children were abused at military bases like the Naval Weapons Center at China Lake.

Cisco Wheeler, the grand niece of General Earle Wheeler, Head of Joint Chiefs of Staff, describes the programming center as follows.

The primary or initial torture for many children in western U.S. was done at China Lake, California which officially has gone under the designations of: Naval Ordinance Test Station ( NOTS), Naval Weapons Center (NWC), Ridgecrest (the town nearby), and Inyo-kern (the area).  The address of Nimitz Hospital is the code “232 Naval Air Weapons Station.”  The base was set up to test “new weapons.”  Evidently, the Navy decided that mind controlled people were an important weapon to test.  Most of the “new weapons” created at China Lake were for the most part human robots turned out in large numbers.

The Monarch Mind Control was carried out in large airplane hangers on the base which have been able to house thousands of tiny cages just large enough for human babies.  Lots of 1,000 babies was a small batch. According to people who worked in the hangers helping program, many batches were 2,000 or 3,000 babies.  Many survivors remember the thousands of cages housing little children from ceiling to floor.  The cages were hot wired (electrified on the ceiling, bottom and sides) so that the children who are locked inside can receive horrific electric shocks to their bodies to groom their minds to split into multiple personalities.  These cages are called Woodpecker Grids.  The victim sees a flash of light when high D.C. voltage is applied.  Later, this flash of light is used with hypnotic induction to make the person think they are going into another dimension when they are blasted with high voltage.  In the Peter Pan programming, the Programmers tell the slaves that this is “riding the light.” One of the popular traumas after the small child has endured the Woodpecker Grid cages for days is to rape it.  The rape is intentionally brutal so that it will be as traumatic as possible.  Many of the technical people on the base are civilians.  This is in part because part of the research involves mind-control, and Illuminati civilian mind-control experts have come and gone from the base.  The California Institute of Technology at Pasadena is intimately connected to China Lake’s research (and by the way to the Illuminati).  Also much of the work at the facility is for the intelligence agencies and not the military. Intelligence assets are often civilians. 

The Office of Naval Research provided a front for MK-ULTRA, CIA’s mind control program, under which millions continue to be abused.  You can learn more about that in Aaron and Melissa Dykes’ excellent documentary film, The Minds of Men.

Cybernetics and the Minds of Men

More on the Minds of Men

That’s the stuff Jim Morrison grew up with, so the story about a car wreck in the desert, from his boyhood, in which an Indian’s ghost leaped into his soul, sounds very like an implanted cover memory.

If you have a memory that stands out like that, seeming significant, sharper, for no particular reason, with something odd about it, it almost always covers abuse under MK-ULTRA.

Why We Don’t Remember – CIA’s Use of Date Rape Drugs

Early Memories – Pornography, Masturbation, & Why To Avoid It


Either way, the Doors are a psy-op to lead teenagers to hard drugs, deviant sex, suicide, and satanism.


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  1. This one isn’t an MK victim. HE WAS THE MK! Handler to MILLIONS of fans.

    Child of the elite.

    Click to access kilmer.pdf

    Also any search on his photos reveal that there were a lot of people playing “Jim Morrison”. They show an arrest picture on Wiki claiming it is him. But the mouth is off. He has no brow ridge. Which more famous photos of “Morrison” show. And this isn’t a lighting problem, you would see the ridge reflecting light. The person in the arrest photo shows up in later photos of “Morrison” looking different but still playing the role. He never wrote his own music. The CIA and Military did all that in their Laurel Canyon hideaway.

    Agent “Morrison” retired his character in a PSYOP publicity death in order to cause maximum trauma to his young fans. A few years later his “wife” does the same. They probably retired somewhere under fake names.

    That is how these miscreants roll. So don’t eulogize this one. He is an evil faker.

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    1. About Jim Morrison and differences noted about facial features….it’s interesting he looks nothing like his parents. Nothing. I’ve read that he might be the relation (speculation) of a Hollywood elite who really looks a lot like him and who was an actor, filmmaker, and performer. Many children of Hollywood elite created out of wedlock….Along those lines, many of the stars in film, rock etc. share similar bloodlines; they are groomed for stardom, wealth and more privilege and they are all distant cousins.

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  2. Thanks for posting this and for forwarding the article.

    I think you are absolutely right that Morrison did not write his music–although it may have been transmitted to him by V2K. Maybe he thought he was writing it, to the extent, in his drug-addled state, he thought anything at all.

    I think that’s true of Paul McCartney–that “his muse” that dictates songs is really his controller. Same goes for Brian Wilson who used to see notes in his head courtesy of image to skull.

    The idea that Morrison faked his death, or that his death was faked is interesting. I remember hearing that years ago. Certainly, the death was suspicious. I suspect rather that they knew they could not get another album out of him, and they pulled the plug.

    Morrison’s statements like “you’re all a bunch of slaves” seem interesting. Like the Rolling Stones, he seems to have had contempt for, or at least disinterest in, his fans. What can one expect? He was an emotionally immature boy at best.

    I hope more people weigh in below, or that you write more with respect to this article and others. I was interested to learn from you about Morrison’s bloodlines.

    Either way the music is a psy-op, regardless of which handler is pulling the strings.

    Otherwise, I have no sympathy for handlers, who should die a traitor’s death, but they are also victims. These pathetic wretches are simply victims that emulate their abusers, and that goes all the way to the so-called top. Handlers and programmers don’t strike me as powerful, strong, or intelligent–quite the opposite.

    Their so-called elite, their bloodlines, rape their own children.

    As you say, the enemy is evil miscreant trash.

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  3. “Handlers and programmers don’t strike me as powerful, strong, or intelligent–quite the opposite.”

    The programmers are intelligent. But they are also psychopaths. This is how they can do what they do with minimal Mind control over themselves. It is why the powers adulate them so.

    Handlers can be anybody. I’ve accessed glimpses of myself acting as handler. It doesn’t require a lot of brainpower to go through a program cycle to trigger another asset.

    In regards to music, it is all filled with trigger phrases and references to MK Ultra trauma programming sessions.

    “Riders on the Storm” is a reference to electroshock therapy. Akin to their phrase, “Ride the Light” in Peter Pan programming etc. In my own deprogramming, I catch glimpses of them doing that to me. Then shining bright lights into my eyes and spinning stories for programming. If you read the lyrics to the song, you will see the structure. The trigger than the programming structure/entrainment being instilled as deeply visual sentences designed to encourage fantasizing.

    ALL songs, whether by the top acts or even the most Indie, reference MK ULTRA. It really is disgusting and it has ruined most music for me. We can’t even take refuge in Classical music because they have used all the most beautiful pieces for MK as well.

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  4. Yeah. I can hardly listen to music since the scum use cybernetics to listen with me. It pollutes my experience to share my head, heart, or body-space with one of the degenerates. I often have this experience with films and television, too.

    Even before I woke up, becoming aware of my abuse at age forty-seven, I would find myself thinking of a song a split second before it played on the radio….

    Your association of “Ride the Light” with “Riders of the Storm” rings true. The jejune word games with MR. MOJO RISIN’ (JIM MORRISON) are the enemy’s idea of wit, and I can see what you mean by the programming structure. I noticed something similar recently when I watched Steven Spielberg’s Empire of the Sun–how they could use it for programming, pushing the viewer from one perspective to another, from one abuser to another, playing mind games.

    I was just thinking, too, of the Doors’ allusion to Journey to the End of the Night (Voyage au Bout de la Nuit) by Louis-Ferdinand Céline, which involves a man constantly encountering his Doppelgänger (i.e. alter), which seems pretty MK-ULTRA-ey. MI-7 is still pushing this book, as The Guardian recently ranked it 51st on their “Greatest Novels of All Time.”

    Some of the other books MI-7 is pushing on that list include Clarissa by Samuel Richardson (one big rape scene and the favorite book of the Marquis de Sade) , Dangerous Liaisons by Pierre Choderlos De Laclos (“a handbook for seducers”), Frankenstein by Mary Shelley (cartel signaling re cybernetics and genetic engineering), Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll (a programming classic by a masonic child molester), The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson (more on doubles, drugs, and degeneracy), The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde (an amoral view of the world by a homosexual child molester), Ulysses by James Joyce (which became famous as a dirty book and normalized V2K through its portrayal of interior monologue), Passage to India by E.M. Forster (dismissing the claims of rape victims as hysterical), Brave New World by Aldous Huxley (describing hypnopedia, social programming, and genetic engineering), 1984 by George Orwell (“Big Brother Is Watching You” and “the boot in the face”), Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger (a book written by a reclusive child molester and carried by Lennon’s and Reagan’s shooters), Lord of the Rings by J.R.R. Tolkien (more on the all-seeing eye), The Quiet American by Graham Greene (CIA in Vietnam), Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov (also famous as a dirty book and promoting child molesting), On The Road by Jack Kerouac (promoting itineracy and glamorizing drunkenness), Catch 22 by Joseph Heller (double-binds in programming and decision trees), Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy by John Le Carré (disinformation by an MI-6 agent), The BFG by Roald Dahl (creepy children’s literature by another MI-6 agent), and The Book of Laughter and Forgetting by Milan Kundera (wiping memories with amnesic walls).

    The Wind in the Willows also made that list, and I suspect they used that book on me. We read it together as a family, and my father used to tease me that my mood swings were like Toad’s. We also read Charlotte’s Web in grade school, it appears on the list, and I suspect they used it on me. If you or others have insight as to the use of these books in programming, I would gladly listen.

    Otherwise, below is my article on the use of children’s literature by CIA/Tavistock, which includes a transcript of one of my programming sessions and which describes the Luciferian enclave in which I unwittingly grew up. (My family wasn’t in on it, but I’m a third-generation MK-ULTRA survivor on both sides). I’m putting out a book this year, Stories When Little: Growing Up Under MK-ULTRA, which will include much more.

    As Ernest Hemingway, whom they eventually brought down, once wrote, “Seems like when they get started they don’t leave a guy nothing….”

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  5. “Even before I woke up, becoming aware of my abuse at age forty-seven, I would find myself thinking of a song a split second before it played on the radio….”

    I never experienced anything like that. But I was always searching for music that didn’t have associations for me. I wanted a clean feeling, music that felt like it had no connection to time or place for me. I never realized that I was searching for peacefulness from the programming. But I’ve come to understand that it was just another program designed for me to give a little “push” to cultural direction. Because usually what I chose for “relief” would end up being popular just a short time later. I don’t think i was the only MK who was used this way. Not everything I chose became a fashion. I suppose they went by what the MK test group went for by and large. They actually had Spook author William Gibson mock all of us MK culture relief seekers in his book “Pattern Recognition” by calling it cool seekers. The lead character in the book is an obvious MK.

    In regards to books, keep a list of the books you really liked as a child. The ones you kept reading to bits. Even the films you always had to watch. That is a clue to what your programming aim and structure is for you. I had a large fascination for horror and thrillers. Which indicates my programming is heavily SRA. I remember being obsessed with Hitchcock as a child (another degenerate for your list). I can’t tell you how many hours I spent watching Psycho, The Birds, Rear Window, Vertigo and Marnie.

    I think the children’s books they used heavily on me were “Alice in Wonderland”, “The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe” and “A Wrinkle in Time”. Anything that had to do with time displacement. I grew up as an Air Force brat and I think I was used for their “alien and time travel” psy-op experiments. I was also a part of some kind of Nazi group as well, Boys from Brazil craziness. They had a TV show way back for triggering the Nazi program. Do you remember that tv series “Blood and Honor” that was about a boy in the Hitler Youth? The weird thing is, I’m not a “Nordic”. I do catch flashes of them filming me and a few other children hiking in woods and building bonfires on beaches, the boys being heroic and the girls being homebodies. God only knows what they used those for, if what I remember is true. If you want to know what a Hitler society would look like as they envision it now, it would definitely be the film “Gattaca”.

    Wizard of Oz and The Sound of Music weren’t really big ones for me. But I think they were used on my mother.

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  6. I’ve suspected that Morrison and the Doors were involved in MK with many photos of JM covering one eye to refer to Eye of Horus and the cover photo of the band w/Crowley sculpture. These photos range from 1967-71 and while he was in Paris. You can find these online. After reading about JM’s alleged bloodlines, one must consider the ‘hidden hand’ in the Doors quick rise to international fame, the rapid succession of recording sessions and their eminent fall…. Interesting books by Preston Nichols (Music of the Times) and McGowan’s book among others sheds light on a more calculated construction of the counterculture and rock scene of the 1960s.

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