I am a college professor, lawyer, and father who is being subjected to a campaign of electronic harassment and sexual assault under PROJECT MONARCH and MK-ULTRA.

This includes ongoing voice-to-skull, dream manipulation, sleep deprivation, hypnosis, and other attacks.  This stuff is real.

CIA Mind Control: Doctors Who Stand Against Microwave Harassment

Mind Control & Misdiagnosis of Physical & Behavioral Symptoms


And it’s made worse by modern technology, both implants and smart dust, which we all breathe in courtesy of CIA’s OPERATION CLOVERLEAF & USAF’s PROJECT INDIGO SKYFOLD.

Patents for Mind Control Technology

Chemtrails, Smart Dust & Mind Control: Look Up! You Are Being Sprayed With Poison!


Immediate physical attacks have included one incident where I was drugged and taken from a local bar to a safe house, which I can identify, and another in which I was sexually assaulted in my own home. My memory was wiped by a combination of hypnosis, drugs, and electro-shock; but I have subsequently recovered the memories.  You can learn how this works, through the creation of amnesia walls, below.

Why We Don’t Remember: CIA’s Use of Scopolamine (Hyoscine), Burundanga or Devil’s Breath

Books by Fritz Springmeier & Cisco Wheeler on Illuminati Mind Control Techniques


Under CIA’s obscene MK-ULTRA program, I was abused at Christopher Academy, in Westfield, New Jersey,  in 1974; and I was abused at a YMCA soccer camp, in Union, New Jersey, from 1976 to 1978.  The Playmate of the Year, Marilyn Lange, was abused at the same camp, and came from the same town, which is deeply satanic.

Growing Up in Westfield (Part One)

Growing Up in Westfield (Part Two)

Early Encounters with Wonder Woman & Wonder Girl

blue devils

Although there were earlier chapters, my story clearly began in 1986, when a man from Zimbabwe, formerly Rhodesia, came to our house, along with my father’s boss, who studied at the Wharton School of Business and who worked at E.I. DuPont de Nemours.

The DuPont Family & the DuPont Company: Behind the Nylon Curtain


I was drugged and hypnotized, and I was given the “suggestion” to have sexual fantasies about raping Wonder Woman.

Wonder Woman, Mind Control & Rape

The Whore of Babylon: Lynda Carter, Fake Feminism & the New World Order


Throughout my life, several women with blue eyes and black hair would appear, apparently in my controllers’ hope that I would rape one of them and become subject to blackmail and extortion.

Pornography, Masturbation, & Why To Avoid It


But all they could get me into was light pornography.  It was far from harmless, but my tastes were confined to teen sex flicks and Playboy magazine.  Little did I know that these were also connected with rape.

How CIA Pushes Teens to Perversion: Animal House, Revenge of the Nerds, & American Pie

The Playboy Mansion, Blackmail, & Rape

Playboy, Satanic Cartel Signaling, & the Computerization of Women


CIA also managed to get me into some underground comics, which I saw as harmless fantasy, but they turned out to be more cartel signaling of the horrific abuse of me, my family, and my friends.

Satanic Cartel Signaling in Underground Comics


My mother was raped in front of me during one “session” and I have been forced to witness the rape of multiple friends and loved ones by V2K and related technologies. Rape doesn’t begin to cover it.  As one survivor said, “This isn’t even rape.”  People have had pets killed in front of them, been raped by dogs, had their faces and privates cut with knives, and been smeared with feces.  As FBI Agent, Ted Gunderson, pointed out, the CIA is deeply satanic

What They Want To Take From Us

FBI Special Agent Ted Gunderson & His Fight Against The CIA

Sometimes obscene assaults are splattered through the news media in an attempt to make people fantasize about them.  Lara Logan’s story, and taharrush, is only one example.


Lara Logan, Osama bin Laden & Benghazi


For some incomprehensible reason, my tormentors continue to think this will turn me on; but I find it only repulsive, as I invariably identify with the survivors of these assaults.  The survivors themselves do not remember what has been done to them, as I formerly did not, so it is futile, counterproductive, or even dangerous to try to let them know of their abuse. Resistance is strongly programmed into subjects, in connection with hypnotic aversions; and people are given gamma and omega programming in case they “wake up.”  Svali, a former programmer from a bloodline family, talks about it, as does Cisco Wheeler, the grand niece of a general, who was abused under MK-ULTRA

Svali Speaks: Breaking The Chain

Books by Fritz Springmeier & Cisco Wheeler on Illuminati Mind Control Techniques


There were also attempts to program racism into me, particularly in connection with South Africa, where my father did business, and later my controllers tried to use Rhodesia as a trigger.  I was told during one hypnotic session, which I later recovered, that “Rick Creole,” the name that my 1986 programmer used, would “put Rhodesia in the newspapers.”

My Website Traffic: Who’s Watching? and Who’s Reading?


One year later, on my daughter’s birthday, I was awakened from my bed, put in a hypnotic trance, and shown an article about a mass shooting that occurred that day in a church in Charleston, South Carolina, by Dylann Roof, who was wearing a Rhodesian flag on his jacket—a fact noted by commentators–although he had absolutely nothing to do with Rhodesia.  That night I was introduced to a woman who was referred to as a “grande dame,” I was forcibly sodomized, and my eleven-year-old daughter was sexually assaulted when a fishhook was inserted into her privates. I forgot the memory, but for better or worse, I have since recovered it.


By the way, those mass shootings, like the one with Dylann Roof, are all part of OPERATION GLADIO C, through which CIA stages false flag attacks with lone shooters, and splashes the news everywhere, through OPERATION MOCKINGBIRD, so that people cry out for “gun control.”

Gun Rights, False Flag Attacks, & the Manipulation of Public Opinion

Mia Khalifa, Sex Kittens, & Second Amendment Rights


I have approached local authorities, as well as the FBI, but to no avail. The harassment continues; and there are constant attacks on me, my friends, and my family.  In this regard, I requested my FBI file, which I recommend everyone do, and I continue to fight in family court, where my daughter has been taken from me, solely because of this website.

Knowledge Is Power: Using the Freedom of Information Act (FOIA) To Obtain Government Files


They did the same thing to Cathy O’Brien, an American hero who called out George Bush, Dick Cheney, the Clintons and others for abusing her in the most horrible ways.  They took her daughter away from her.

Cathy O’Brien: An American Hero

The Bush Family, Satanism, & Crimes Against America

Remembering George Bush: Pedophilia, Cocaine, & Murder


That’s what they do.  They strike at people’s families, but it won’t stop me.  What kind of father, what kind of man would I be, if I backed down from a fight against the satanic trash who rape children all across America.

Child Sexual Abuse Underlies the Deep State: A Conspiracy of Silence

Ronald Bernard, Satanic Ritual Abuse & Adrenochrome


I can tell you that the perpetrators always lie and there is no reasoning with them. As one of my programmers once said, “He still thinks he can make a deal….” But now I know that I cannot. The enemy is insane, they seek to destroy everything in sight, and they cannot see their own interest. Most of them are poorly educated and unintelligent losers, and all are traitors and sex criminals.

octopus political cartoon

I can also say that they work not only in teams but in pairs of men and women. It may be different for others, but the times they have “gotten into me”—i.e. been successful in laying in an otherwise repugnant suggestion—it has been because I ran, under trauma, to an apparently sympathetic woman controller.

The Use of Double Binds in Mind Control

double binds

That said, they are deeply anti-woman, anti-child, and just plain anti-human.

There is no option but to fight them, and this website is my way of fighting back.


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  1. Hi I was told by the DNI IG that the persons abusing me were contractors.
    Last night they used the actual Desert Storm physical weapon, I was violently ill, along with their usual daily magnetic field shocks to cause a heart attack.
    I am over 18 years and surviving, but last night and the past few weeks it seems like the intent now with me is murder.
    I don’t want to scare you. I want to contact w people to share what helps. I know the weapon uses a group action to block your brain function and replace another? Brain activity of a person with dysentery or with a heart attack.
    esse on Twitter.


  2. hello great blog you have here thanks for sharing. I’ve been researching Roman Polanski and fell down a pretty deep rabbit hole. I noticed that he looks a lot like Genrikh Yagoda Stalins hitman and then I stumbled on Thomas Pynchon and he writes about communism bolshevism pretty much bragging about the hundreds of millions his father and great grandfather slaughtered yagodas parents were princess victoria and prince wilhelm and yagoda was also the author b traven they both write about trafficking children. pynchon writes alot about mkultra and trafficking children with the CIA. It’s stunning what they get away with. Roman has many ghost writers he writes the sickest things I have ever read. truly epically evil. He also started a blog and has tried to figure out where i live. He thought I would just give him my address but he’s gonna have to work for it. again, thankyou for sharing this is important stuff.

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    1. Thanks for the positive feedback. Readers like you keep me going. I hope you come back often, retweet as much as possible, and write me anytime.

      I’m on Twitter as Number Six at fightingmonarch, you can email me at, or you can just reach out to me by comment.

      I don’t know much about Thomas Pynchon except that he was very popular when I was in college, and he certainly addresses the Illuminati, the CIA, MK-ULTRA, and so-called conspiracies. Back in the 1980s, Pynchon had written only The Crying of Lot 49, V, and Gravity’s Rainbow. I read the first two, and later I read Vineland. At the time, I was asleep, and I remembered nothing of my abuse. I have not gone back to him since, but I am sure I would learn a lot if I did.

      One of my teachers in college was getting strange letters, which he thought came from Pynchon, and then he died in a car wreck. I am certain that CIA killed my English professor and that it had to do with Thomas Pynchon.

      Otherwise, you’re right: Polanski is scum.

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      1. Thank you, my friend. I can’t tell you how much it means to me to get positive feedback from other good people.

        If you don’t mind, where’s your hometown? I respect the need for privacy, but telling a little about it might help other readers.


  3. This is a well constructed site with good information about the targeting, and its got the right name in fighting against the programs.
    Thank you.
    Many of us victims tentatively scheduling a meeting in April in the Southeast.

    Ken Lee
    Mk-ultra victim

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